Hi people. i'll just be rambling a little. got to let it out somewhere... =)

Thoughts of the nights and in the early hours of the mornings can be somewhat disheartening. It really hits the soul n spirit. The lies of the devil are all so twisted, cunning and somewhat disguised. to trick you into believing twisted truths. Once he gets in your head you really got to hold on tight n firm onto what u believe and call on the one Saviour who is always there by your side. His voice may seem weak and soft, but nonetheless He is ALWAYS there for His children. it is up to us to draw strength from Him. to stop, think and listen to that small still voice.

He speaks to all of us in different ways. ways that would attract only OUR attention. for me, he speaks through that small 1/2 page of 5-10min daily devotions. It is in these 5-10min that my attention is drawn away from all the hustle n bustles of life, all life's worries and disappointments, high ecstatic short moments that fade away in a few hours. a longing in me to listen to what He has to tell and teach me. and i am ALWAYS amazed at what i come across each time. when i needed a Word most, He never fails to deliver. Some small phrase that seems all so bland and inapplicable comes at the most timely moments to speak and encourage.

I may sound like some religious nut, but in truth, all of us feel in some way like this whether spoken about, shown or not. maybe not the devotion part but the discouraging voice resounding every now and then that could either make u stronger or pull you down to a depressed mood and spoil the whole day.

but when u've managed to somewhat overcome it for even just a moment, the point where u see a clearer image of what's really going on and u take control with strength from the one who gives, it's an amazing feeling. the feeling that u can overcome just about anything and u'd like to just tell someone or like me, write it out somewhere! =)

i shan't say what i've gone through yesterday . its a personal thing. lol. i sound so deep. but yea. im thankful n grateful for a God who cares about every little, tiny, insignificant detail to many (even to ourselves sometimes) that goes on everyday. I love the feeling in the morning where u feel unstoppable, confident and just wonderful cos u know He that is in you is greater than he that is in the world! like i can take on whatever it is cos i have a Great, Big God. ha!try and beat that!

ok. enough rambling. time to finish up n head on to my lecture. hehe.

toodles! God bless n have a great day!